The Gift of Divorce

My divorce is drawing to a close. Along with the feelings of expectation and anticipation that this long, drawn out process is soon to end, there is anxiety. The anxiety comes from the backlash coming from the last stages. There are still details to be finalized and my ex is not happy about them. The…Read more The Gift of Divorce


Feelings Lie

Here is an awful insight into me. I feel worthless.   At my heart, I question myself. I doubt compliments because I can't see it, I don't feel it. I see too clearly my faults and failings. I know immediately when I've done something wrong, inappropriate, made a poor decision or missed an opportunity. I…Read more Feelings Lie

All the Right Words

No one else will love you. You have too much baggage. F**** off. If you leave me, I'll kill myself. If I can't have you, no one will. You just wanted me for a sperm/egg donor. I'm not sure I love you. I'm only with you until someone better comes along. Why can't you be…Read more All the Right Words